I started blogging on the 6th, so I've been doing this for 11 days now and I feel fatter than ever. I just don't feel like I'm making any progress, even though I know I am. I look in the mirror and feel like I've gained weight, rather than lost any. Not a fan of this--it does not make me very enthusiastic about working out. The only reason I keep doing it is deep down, I know better. I just wish knowing better made all of the negativity go away.
Went to the zoo today with my mom and the girls, walked around the zoo in the sun for an hour, hour and a half or so. Damn, was it hot. But it was a good time.
Just finished another workout with Jillian this evening. Some parts were easier, some parts hurt like hell, but I got it done.
Headed to the gym with Chaz in the morning. Not sure if we're gonna do water or ellipticals yet, might end up doing a little bit of both. We'll see. Weighing in on Friday and praying to God that I've lost at least a couple of pounds, cuz God knows I feel like I've put on ten. Ugh.
Here's to trying to stay positive.
Until next time.....
It's tough I know, but you ARE making a huge difference in your life, remember it always looks worse before it gets better :)
ReplyDeleteJust keep working on it. You can do it.
ReplyDeleteWatch out for those elliptical, they kicked my butt when we first started going to the gym. lol